Saturday, December 26, 2009

Where do I go from here?

So, my gut feeling, or perhaps you could say it's God whispering in my ear, is that I need to stop dating for a while... is it just that time of year when life is so hectic I don't think I can spare the attention it needs or is it something else?  I have been putting my faith in God and giving up control to Him because let's be honest, I never had control to begin with.  It has made my life so much easier in so many ways.  My relationship with my ex has improved and we have had a great week of hanging out and preparing for Christmas.  I hope things can continue like this and it wasn't just the Christmas spirit...

I know this is supposed to be about my dating experiences but I can't help thinking I'm supposed to pause for a while.  I don't know why.... it's just a feeling I got in church.  I asked God what I needed to do and he told me to take a break and focus on me.  Not a bad idea.  So, I'm doing my best to listen to Him and you know what?  I don't miss dating...

Guess I just wanted to update all of you since it's been so long since I last wrote.  I'll try to keep up to date but I feel this blog is taking a turn in a different direction now... guess time will tell.

Merry Christmas everyone!! And Happy New Year!!