It's amazing what a month or so can change... it's over with the fireman. He's overly sensitive and doesn't try to make the time to see me. I offer to go out by him and still no go... so, I'm done. All he seems to want to do is argue and that's just not me. I can do that with my family. Time to just chill and be by myself, which I have been doing emotionally for the last month or so anyway.
Keep the prayers coming for me to find a job as a guidance counselor. Still nothing...it's frustrating but I'm trying to keep the faith. Times are tough financially and I am worried about making it through the winter with enough oil to heat my house... something will come along... it always does.
I could write a lot more, but will just keep some things to myself. Until next time...
